Jonnie Irwin’s Wife Struggles After His ‘Awful’ Death Jessica Holmes, the wife of late TV presenter Jonnie Irwin, has opened up about her ongoing struggles following the “awful” passing of her husband. Irwin, known for his work on Channel 4’s “A Place in the Sun,” died in November 2022 at the age of 49 after a battle with terminal lung cancer. In an emotional interview with Hello! magazine, Holmes revealed that she is still coming to terms with Irwin’s death and the profound loss she has experienced. “It’s awful,” she said. “It’s the most awful thing that could ever have happened.” Holmes described the weeks following Irwin’s death as “a blur.” She said she was in shock and struggled to function. “I couldn’t believe he was gone,” she said. “I kept thinking, ‘This can’t be happening.'” The couple had been married for six years and shared three young children together. Holmes admitted that it is difficult to raise their children without their father. “It’s hard for them to understand why Daddy’s not here anymore,” she said. “They miss him so much.” Despite the challenges, Holmes is determined to stay strong for her children. “I have to be there for them,” she said. “I have to make sure they know that they’re loved and that we’re going to be okay.” Holmes also praised Irwin for being an “amazing husband and father.” She said he was always supportive and loving, and that he taught her the true meaning of happiness. Irwin was diagnosed with lung cancer in 2020. He underwent treatment and initially appeared to be in remission. However, the cancer returned in 2022 and spread to his brain. In his final months, Irwin shared his journey with cancer with his fans and followers. He documented his experiences on social media and in a moving documentary titled “Jonnie Irwin’s Last Days.” Holmes said that Irwin’s strength and positivity inspired her and helped her to cope with his illness. “He never gave up,” she said. “He always stayed positive, even when things were really tough.” The family has set up a fundraising page in Irwin’s memory to support charities that are fighting lung cancer and providing support to those affected by it.Jonnie Irwin’s Wife Recounts the Heartbreaking End of His LifeJonnie Irwin’s Wife Recounts the Heartbreaking End of His Life Jessica Irwin, wife of the late TV presenter Jonnie Irwin, has spoken out about the harrowing experience of losing him to lung cancer. Despite the common notion of peaceful passing, Jessica paints a starkly different picture. She witnessed Jonnie’s agonizing struggle, describing it as an “awful process.” She held him close, seeking ways to ease his pain, but to no avail. “I hated every second lying next to my dying husband,” Jessica confessed. “He was in a lot of pain, and I was constantly moving him, administering drugs.” Despite her efforts, Jonnie never wanted to give up. “He was fighting to the last.” In the final moments, Jessica recalled Jonnie’s selfless concern for her and their young sons. “He was not just my best friend, he was my lover, protector… and he was so sorry for leaving us all.” Jessica’s grief remains profound, as she grapples with the loss of her soulmate and the memories of his suffering. “I still struggle with what he went through,” she said, paying tribute to Jonnie’s unwavering resilience. Irwin’s tragic passing has left a void in the hearts of his family, friends, and millions of viewers who enjoyed his infectious enthusiasm and expertise on property shows like Escape to the Country and A Place in the Sun. “He was an extraordinary man, and we will never forget him,” Jessica concluded.Jonnie Irwin’s wife, Jessica, has opened up about the struggles she faces following the death of her husband. In an interview with The Mirror, Jessica revealed that she is still coming to terms with Jonnie’s sudden passing. “It’s awful,” she said. “I’m just trying to take each day as it comes.” Jessica also shared that she is struggling to adjust to life without Jonnie. “He was my best friend, my soulmate,” she said. “I don’t know how I’m going to do this without him.” Jonnie, who was a beloved TV presenter and author, died at the age of 49 after a battle with cancer. He was diagnosed with lung cancer in 2020, which had spread to his brain. Jessica said that Jonnie was determined to live his life to the fullest, despite his diagnosis. “He never gave up hope,” she said. “He was always so positive and upbeat.” Jessica is now focusing on raising their three children, Rex, Cormac, and Rafferty. She said that she is grateful for the support of her family and friends. “I’m just taking one day at a time,” she said. “I know it’s going to be a long and difficult road, but I’m determined to get through this for my children.”